A Better Day

I think my previous post "worthless" scared some people, which wasn't my intention at all. But like I said in that post, most people that know me, are never allowed to see the scared, sad, frustrated side of me. Most people see the srong Sarah. The Sarah that has an answer for the all the hard things in life. I think the only people who get to see the real Sarah are my grandma, my husband, and my friend Andrea. For the most part I know that I am loved but at the sametime, I think it is important for people to know that I struggle with a lot of crazy feelings sometimes. The most important thing for me is writing my feelings out, because If I don't, I get angry. The more angry I get about how I am feeling that particular moment the more angry I get at other stupid little things. So in order for me to maintain a balance I have to write. That is what I am using this blog for. I want people to know the true me, the me that truly believes that Jesus is the answer to everthing in our lives.

I am feeling better now thanks to some really caring words from from my grandma Rose and one of my best friends Nicole (Bow-Timers).

I would like to say that I think I have the greatest grandparents in the world. I think that all grandmothers should be like mine. If they were, there would be a lot more love in the world. I have learned everything about life from my grandmother. She is a SUPERwoman. She doesn't even know how much wisom she has, and she gives it without even knowing. I could not live without her. God blessed me truly with her. I think it is fitting that she goes by Rose, the beauty she has in the world is as beautiful as the biggest, most perfeclty colored and shaped rose. You cannot talk or look at her without being mesmerized. Her words are like cozing up to a fireplace on a MI -10% degree day.